Regretful and not sure how to proceed

[In_Shock]

Ok, gonna try SO hard to control saying anything that isn't just light. I need to get a rubber band or something and whack my wrist every time i want to open my mouth about R talk. I'm learning. I'm slow but I'm working on it. Marathon not sprint.

25 says the new R will heat up before it peters out. I need to work on me == I'm trying. It's a constnt battle with myself to be still and quiet. WORK WORK WORK on this. Keep coming here for support. You guys are awesome!!!!!