Regretful and not sure how to proceed

[In_Shock]

I keep screwing up in little ways. Before she left I said this: " I don't want to push you into someone else's arms. I know I've f-ed up a lot, but I love you from the bottom of my heart. I want to prove to you that i can be the person you need. Sometimes what we need is right at home.....Do you still have an emotional connection with me?"

W : Yes, because of him
ME: How about because of us?
W: Somewhat I guess
Just show me. Don't tell me.

I think that even though I broke those rules -- I was honest at least --- but could it be positive her saying show me. ? Maybe that is what she wants ?

She just left to go to OW. I'm taking S4 to playplace at Burger King.