Good to hear from you. You actually sound like you are doing good. I don't have alot of time right now however I will say that you have your attitude in the right place.
I think that the fact that your W wants to meet for a meal or a walk is great.
You have given her a chance to miss you in her life and you have given her the space she has said she wanted.
I think you really need to prepare yourself for an in person meeting.......you will be flooded with emotions when you see her.......prepare yourself so that you will not backslide.
I will try to post more later, you are doing great!!!!!
Cheers
Formerly "missherlove"
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.