It's funny though, Barb. Why would I want to push things ahead so fast? I'd be friggin' terrified to be in a committed R right now! I think I'm just real anxious about uncertainty and that is what I need to master, being comfortable with not knowing how everything will be. She told me "things will happen when they happen, when the time is right" My faith also tells me to stay in the flow of God's love and everything will work itself out for the good. If I'm pushing for something more than I'm ready for just to lessen my anxiety than how fair is that to MM? Go slow! Thanks everyone for your guidance here. Honestly, I don't have anyone to really talk to about this so I come on here and babble...lots lately! It's been over 20 years since I've had a date so I need to babble lol. Gotta go, my sweat box is 85 degrees F tonight. It's Whoopee time at Whatis's!
