Regretful and not sure how to proceed

[25yearsmlc]

mary

Glad you had the fortitude to read it thru! So, what are you doing to create some good memories with s4?

And can you figure out which GAL thing you'll do first? Can you be self centered for the next few weeks or see it as the "personal growth individual workshop of 1" and really work on YOU?

All the things you thought about doing but held back from. I went skydiving for my birthday, always wanted to, but felt irresponsible as a parent. So I Read about it and the reality of in tandem jumping, made it almost too safe to be exciting!

But it was plenty exciting, OMG trust me, jumping out at 12k feet, and letting yourself go and trusting...a real life lesson in there.

The jump was crazy and I didn't know which way was up, then The chute opened and I got a GOOD LOOK at things from a whole new fresh perspective.

Loved it. Did it again w/s25, and will again!

But you can do something a tad less dramatic if you want. Learn another language, whatever.

All up to you.

Embrace or Resist what is. Those are your choices.

When you come to believe you really are a good catch, (convince yourself of it and I DO think "fake it til you make it" works to an extent so give it a real try)

but when YOU believe it, it just shines through. Believe that if your w leaves you for someone she barely knows and has to text nonstop....soooo adolescent it reeks,

then so be it.

You can't make her get it. She has to be released to her "task" to figure this out. You cannot convince someone to stay, with words...

Be the changes you want to be, without highlighting them for her.

Be the best Maryr you can be and realize, that really is ALL you can do.

If you are a believer, then leave the results up to God.

If not, then just KNOW you did what you could with the information & tools you had at the time.

Soon you'll have more tools, you'll have made the course corrections you

needed to make, AND in time (the gift!)

the future will start to look pretty darn bright.

((( )))