KD - I suppose it is more that I wish I had *someone* who could comfort me, and that was H for so long that I guess I just naturally wish it was him.

It's not that I don't have great friends (more than I realised, actually), it's just not the same.

I'm having a pretty hard morning. This is the third Saturday in a row with a migraine and I don't know why. Stress? The only morning I wake up without S7s chubby little cheeks hugging me? I don't know.

I'm not really looking forward to going into another downturn - I really can't take much more of this.


H: 39, Me: 37
SD: 18, S: 7
M: 9, T: 10
"I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11
Discovered online affair - 7/11