I made a FB status update last night which was a quote that read:
"When there is judgment, there is no love. When there is love, there is no judgement. We are not here to fix others, we are not here to fix ourselves. We are here to love others, we are here to love ourselves. When the gardener lovingly nurtures the seed, it grows by itself, into it's magnificent fullness. It's only song all day and night is "Thank you, Thank you, Thank you. For loving me and believing in me!" - Nithya Shanti"
I am not actively seeking out H's FB updates but we are still FB friends. This morning he commented underneath that quote.
"It's too bad in this world of ours it's believed that this love can only be given to one person... I mean what gardener only has one plant in the garden? More people need to love more for this world to be a better place. :)"
This goes right along with so many of our previous conversations where he has stressed to me that he doesn't love me romantically, only platonically... and that he has room in his heart to love many people.. all platonically.. and all on the same level. Me.. who has known him for 16 years and K, who has known him for 2 months. It's all the same love to him right now.... he says.
I'm just another face in the crowd to him.
Well.... enough melancholia... just thought I'd ramble a bit.
