Grit -
I am sorry for coming here late - and I am TRULY sorry for the heartache that once again appears for you on this journey.
You have been a bright light for many of us here. Hopefully - your incredible ability to reach out and care for others, your genuine kindness and thoughtfulness, will become the assets you can use to help yourself.
Acceptance is a very long journey. You have showed her such patience - please show yourself the same. Just go easy on yourself.
IB


M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time