I'm fine. I just had some episodes of SVT (supraventricular tachycardia) after bomb #1 and while we were in counseling. My Cardiologist didn't think it was stress related, but I am suspecting it was. But then again, I'm not the expert I'm on meds now and haven't had any episodes for over 2 years now.
That's a relief. With all the physical exercise you do, you have to be in pretty good shape. I imagine that's a positive.
Originally Posted By: jbnati
You definitely have control over owning your own stuff, which it sounds like you've done, and you're growing as a person. Concentrate on this. Cross the other bridges when you come to them.
I'm trying. I have a habit of letting my imagination get the best of me.
Anyway, I just read dearme's entire sitch and I think I need to detach a lot more. And as you've mentioned, as have others so many times - I also need to GAL more because the back and forth is wearing me down.
That said, I got another text this evening:
H: I've been reading, I've been thinking, doing more reading, researching. I just don't want to say anything stupid...There is some chicken and asparagus for you in the kitchen. I will eat in the basement so the coast is clear. After I am going to go back to some reading and reflection...