the Cardiologist is concerning (I hope you're okay!)
I'm fine. I just had some episodes of SVT (supraventricular tachycardia) after bomb #1 and while we were in counseling. My Cardiologist didn't think it was stress related, but I am suspecting it was. But then again, I'm not the expert I'm on meds now and haven't had any episodes for over 2 years now.
Originally Posted By: Endeavour
But the other part of me wants to own my stuff, grow as a person and save this M. I don't want my kids to be shuffled between two homes... and then there's the stress of D. The kid's depression, eventual OP's, blended families, step-parenting. Eeek. That all causes me anxiety too.
Yeah, I hear ya. Outside of the first sentence - you aren't there yet. You definitely have control over owning your own stuff, which it sounds like you've done, and you're growing as a person. Concentrate on this. Cross the other bridges when you come to them.
Maybe one of these days I'll find out what you do for a living, but I'm not going to prod.
I'm on meds now and haven't had any episodes for over 2 years now.
