I have been following along with your story here wii. You may not like what I say and I certainly don't mean to rain on your parade but my gut tells me she is not as in to you as you are in to her. Her reaction to the hand holding situation, some of her comments to you and putting you off regarding this weekend seem to be telling to me - even with the cultural differences. It seems to me that for her you are a friend that she has let herself go a bit too far with emotionally and now she is trying to figure out how to reel things back in. I may be wrong and hope that I am - just be real careful here. You are very vulnerable.
