I just read your orig. story. Like it's been said, it sounds like my story.
I hope it's not too late for you. Keep up the work on yourself. Keep that road paved smoothed to return home. There is always hope.
M 38 W 50 S 9, D 6 T 12 M 10 W's 1st EA 4/2007 stopped after confront W's 2nd EA 6/2010 Separated 7/2010 I bomb dropped 7/2010 MC 2/2011 - 3/2011 W bomb dropped 4/2011 Nothing filed or done