Oh sweetie, no you are not alone. And I am so sorry.
You are an amazing man, T.
You had a wonderful romance. That cannot be taken away.
These were questions you needed answered. And I think she is doing the best she can with the tools she has right now. Maybe one day she'll have better tools. Who knows?
And you are right, you are not prepared. You think you are, but, not really.
Please know you did all you could. She is just broken. But you know that.
True, you will get through this. I am not going to lie and tell you it will be easy. But, you will get through.
Put yourself in His capable hands for a little while.
Remember all that you are. All that you can be.
You are a man of courage, True and one that is resepcted and loved.
