Thanks, as usual, jb. I'm hanging in there. H is out with S7. Thankfully.

I refuse to let him beat me down. I had a good cry earlier but he didn't witness it, and I feel a bit better now.

Thankfully, my work has been slow lately so I have more time today to pull myself together after the Anniversary big bomb drop. Something about doing that on our Anniversary is so incredibly painful and almost unforgivable. (At least that's what I'm feeling now so I hesitate to say I'm DONE). I could never be that heartless especially when the night before he WANTED to celebrate it. Ugh. cry

Although, at least I can use this stich as inspiration for my work. If you knew what I did for a living, it would be good for a good giggle. crazy laugh grin