Lucky, Just got caught up on your thread. So sorry sweetie. How painful and how strong you are for enduring what H is doing.
I completely agree with JB. My w and I still are married via FB. I block her feed and refuse to look at her page. Last time we spoke, I new she looked at mine. It's her way of staying connected to my life.
Also in regards to the stomach problems. I struggled with that too for months. I almost went to the doctor's about it. Funny thing though - I went home to visit family for 2 wks and after day 3, it was gone. Any way you can take you kids and get away for a few days? Visit family?
Not suggesting running at all, but sometimes it helps to just get away from sitch. My 2 wks home were priceless. I had such clarity, such peace. It was great.
Keep posting, We are here for you!
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