Can my blah blah blah pt 2?

[a girl]

The office is pretty somber today. There's a memorial for him on Tuesday that most people will attend. It's just so shocking.

There's only a little part of me that wishes H were around to comfort me - mostly the thought of him touching me turns my stomach. I more wish we were in a place where he could comfort me, even as a friend.

Maybe one day.