I am sorry I haven't been on the boards much and didn't see your post until just now.
I am happy to see that things are progessing, although slowly. progress is progress in my book! when you mentioned you have become cynical, I get it! God I get it! It is hard to get excited about any kind of progress or things they say, when tomorrow it could be different OR it's like they never even said it. Keeping on our guard is how we survive this MLC - it is a form of protection. I can't wait for the day when I no longer feel the need to constantly protect myself from more hurt.
Had a great time in Boston - you need to call me when you have time so I can tell you all about it!
Yesterday, I had a meeting with one of my radio reps that I haven't seen in at least 8 months and at the end of our meeting she said, "TAMF you are beautiful, stunning. That spark of life is back and I am so happy for you."
That comment coming from someone that hasn't seen my progress over a period of time meant the world to me. the smile never left my face yesterday.
I see that you have that spark back too. love and hugs! ttysoon!
TAMF m:41 xh:41 T: 20 M: 15 D: 16 D: 14 Bomb dropped: 7/3/10 separated: 7/15/10 H moved in to new apt. with OW: 7/1/11 divorced: 8/26/12
