@25 (despite the hideous morally deficient flaws that abound...)
Umm.. English Please?
Thanks for the boost. I use to get really defensive about feedback in general. Good to know my DB skills are working.
@ JS & TM Man. Thank you! You're both right that I have too much on my plate right now. I can't possibly fix everything. In some cases, it can't be fixed.
JS - Such wisdom. I really DO need to think about combining goals, setting actions and all that jazz. Feels like I'm working on everything, therefore acheiving nothing. I plan and execute shoots for a living. I should be able to do it with my own life.
And your opinion about detaching. Dead on.
I cried a bunch today. Just felt pain. But time to get back up and on my horse. I'm not done fighting. My pain is valid, but I refuse to let it cloud who I want to be.. with my w, with myself.
It'll be good to start my new show next week but in the meantime I have alot to think about. Thanks everyone for all the love and kindness said. It has not fallen on deaf ears.
Time to lock up this thread and move to the next.
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
