Talked to H he is not going hunting this weekend. He will be home until the 8th. I am so afraid. Have I been to hurt to make this work? Am I just trying to protect myself? I am tired of hurting so much and him coming home and sleeping in a separate room is going to hurt. I just want to be loved by my husband and at the same time I am afraid that it may be to late. I feel like running away.
M 48 H 51 Married 30 S 29 D 28 GD 5 GS 17 months Sep May 2011 H home 8-18-11
