Nah, it's a dating R and she loves to tease me! I think I've met my match in that category. I just hate this stupid Filipino mind game stuff. They play the dating game a little differently than we do and sometimes I feel like I'm playing with a rule book that has some pages torn out! I think I'm doing really well but sometimes...well, I just don't know! I'm tired tonight. When I'm with her I'm smiling all the time, it's so wonderful and we just have so much fun together. I'm scared somehow I might lose that and I don't want to! tonight after the movie I slipped my hand into hers and she looked at me like "What the f do you think you're doing" so I withdrew hastily. Afterwards, she was fine and we continued on like always. I have to remember to move very very slowly here, her culture is far different than ours and dating moves at the speed of paint drying on a humid day. I don't want to screw up something that feels so nice...it's been a long time coming and I can't ever remember actually enjoying a date so much as when I'm with her. I always hated dating! Well, Kuya is going to bed.
