for some reason she's changed her mo tonight from texting to messaging in facebook. Not any easier to deal with. Maybe worse because the messages seem to be longer --- so my mind is reeling with ---- what? WHY? more serious discussions?

Again, I can't believe I have ever let anyone have this much control of my emotions. It is pure insanity.
All i want is to get ahold of myself. I can't seem to do that.

She is brushing me off when I try to do as my DB coach suggested and distract her from the online/text discussion. She kept looking annoyed like why would I have the nerve to try to talk to her when she' obviously so busy

I said, "I'm sorry, are u having a serious convo?" She said :"Yes"
Me:"Is everything ok?"
Her: "Yes, it's fine."
She can't even be bothered to look up at me when she's typing. Heaven forbid.

My stomach is in knots. I just come her to write because I know you guys know how i feel == how can I cope? Anyone have any magic COPING SKILLS for DBers????


Me (f): 45
W(f) 35
T: 13 y
C: S4 adopted at birth
6-18-11 bomb: I want to break up
8-28-11 OW confirmed