for some reason she's changed her mo tonight from texting to messaging in facebook. Not any easier to deal with. Maybe worse because the messages seem to be longer --- so my mind is reeling with ---- what? WHY? more serious discussions?
Again, I can't believe I have ever let anyone have this much control of my emotions. It is pure insanity. All i want is to get ahold of myself. I can't seem to do that.
She is brushing me off when I try to do as my DB coach suggested and distract her from the online/text discussion. She kept looking annoyed like why would I have the nerve to try to talk to her when she' obviously so busy
I said, "I'm sorry, are u having a serious convo?" She said :"Yes" Me:"Is everything ok?" Her: "Yes, it's fine." She can't even be bothered to look up at me when she's typing. Heaven forbid.
My stomach is in knots. I just come her to write because I know you guys know how i feel == how can I cope? Anyone have any magic COPING SKILLS for DBers????
Me (f): 45 W(f) 35 T: 13 y C: S4 adopted at birth 6-18-11 bomb: I want to break up 8-28-11 OW confirmed