Regretful and not sure how to proceed

[In_Shock]

((((((lucky))))))) right back at ya! Girl, it's gonna be a rollercoaster and we gotta have each others' backs. Wish I DID live in Canada. (I'm in the US midwest) I think we could have a great time with a playdate for the lil guys.

I knew u and I had some similarities. OMG isn't the txting the most disrespectful thing you've ever seen??? HEARTWRENCHING is the word. Since I snooped in her texts (bad bad mistake for my emotional wellbeing) and know that they are exchanging pet names and ILY after a few weeks, I've been a wreck.

She and I have been through so much together also. We've gone through so much like you and H, and I have consistently tried to do what I could to make her happy. I heard someone else on this board say that it seems like those of us who gave and gave did not receive in the measure. Maybe when we detach...?

Wish I could meet someone and forget my spouse of 13 years in a few short weeks- and be just fine with moving on.....Text ILY's and call them things like 'my beautiful whoever.."(sarcasm alert)

Same as your H - my SO gets so defensive "it's just a friend. I'm enjoying having a friend." BS. I know she says we are 'broken up' as of 6-18, but we live together, take care of our sweet little guy, so it's totally inappropriate IMHO. She even ignores him --- she is physically present, but in no way here for us at all. Am I right or am I a neurotic controlling b like she thinks??

Pair that with "I don't know where this relationship is going" (with the OP) and my emotions are all over the place. I can't believe a few months ago we sat in the livig room at night watching movies, reading, doing puzzles, etc... and you know....talking to EACH OTHER>