In the eye of my storm

[jbnati]

So with keeping expectations in check, it still makes me think. What do any of these pleasantries mean? Do they mean anything? Is it possible that I am being too nice? Does it matter? Do I find myself on the right path to R? Is my W being nice to avoid me pushing forward with the custody evaluation? So many questions that may never get answered.

IMO, let it ride for now. Enjoy the positive. You've been doing this long enough to be prepared for the pull back.

On a different note, I will be meeting with a managing partner of an engineering firm in NM on Tuesday morning. He happens to be married to my W’s cousin. The irony. I may very well be moving to NM sooner than I anticipated. We shall see.

Pray about it. You will know if it's His will. I will be praying for you as well.

Speaking of ironies. The name of my thread is “In the eye of my storm”. The last hurricane and my MIL have the same name. God sure has a sense of humor.

I got a chuckle out of this one. Of course, if you're truly in the eye of your storm right now...well, that means the eye wall is coming at you!

I like the positives, but the more I think about them.....they make me feel stuck. Stuck holding onto hope. Even without expectations, it is a challenge to shove that hope aside. Ugh..just thinking out loud.

Enjoy the positives while you're getting them. Enjoy them for what they are. I don't think you're stuck. If nothing else, this will benefit the kids.