Regretful and not sure how to proceed

[In_Shock]

open wound. She just got home and headed straight for the shower. I'm trying to remind myself ---- DO NOT PURSUE DO NOT FOLLOW DO NOT DO R TALK BE LIGHT AND FUN!!!!!!!!

Wish me luck. The way the night usually progresses from her is she will sit on the other couch and text OP for the next 2 -2 1/2 hours. I will do something in the other room for a change. At least I won't have to see it in my face and I can look busy too. Nonchalant! wish me luck!