I know no one - not even him - has the answers - but I just really want to know how someone makes plans for the future - weeks, and then even days before they walk out on someone? What the hell went through his mind?
my biggest regret when I look back at the years of MLC and piecing, was how much time I spent thinking and obsessing about H and what HE was thinking/doing/feeling, or HAD BEEN thinking/feeling/doing and was planning/worrying/wondering/pondering...
INSTEAD I COULD HAVE BEEN GAL THAT MUCH SOONER...which is what made Me happier faster
and if anything I did woke my h up, it was ME GAL and moving forward.
Julz, you have not had a lot of time to process this. But when you get sick & tired of feeling sick and tired
you'll want to "do anything" you can to feel better. And that's when you will, I hope, choose to GAL and move forward.
Moving forward does not equal giving up.
But you are spinning your wheels too much and it's very unhelpful. Keeps you stuck in your pain and not getting anywhere anyhow.
Back to basics...what GAL can you do today, to create some peace or happiness in your life?
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
