TG, It sounds as though you are in that unconditional love portion of this journey. Perhaps you have always been there.

I know what it is I/STBX were there for a while before it went astray.

Good for you.

BITS
Me 55, ACK, when did that happen? Doesn't feel like 55
D 30
S 27

You create your own universe as you go along - Winston Churchill