One day at a time... someone here said this journey takes the patience of a saint. Whew.
I have to reread the 37 rules again. I'm going to reread the first few chapters of DR tonight too. My head is spinning and I'm finding that I'm forgetting what it is I am supposed to be doing.
I hate how I'm feeling... and I hate how I keep chasing him out the door. (He leaves on his own anyway but I find I'm adding speed to his stride.. :S) so I think it's time to really commit to detaching.
He's over again tonight to watch the kids until I come back from work. Sigh. He says he's considering spending the night but we'll see.