I've been off the boards but I just got caught up...lc4, you are doing so well! I am happy to read about you being able to experience some peace and stability; for your sake and for the kids' sakes.
I guess I'll be the dam (not wet) blanket and just say to be on your guard for your H to backslide into old habits. I'm sure you know all of that; I don't want to see you get hurt any more.
H 56 W 48 D27,S21 SS25 SS22 Severely autistic M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs. "I've never loved you" 3/7/2011 Separated 8/7/2011 BITS