I did pretty good today. I had my little one until noon when i dropped her off at daycare. i picked up my oldest at 3 from school. we came home and finished off her homework, then she played with her friends until 6 when her mom came and picked her up.
I had everything ready for the second my wife pulled up. I got them put into the car. wife asked me if i had my youngest's pacii and blankie. i only had the paci and told my little princess that the she took the blankie to daycare earlier. my oldest was crying. i told them both that i love them, shut the door. I got in my car and drove away.
life is so much easier when i don't see the wife. when i do i feel like sh1t. I'm a little down in the dumps. I just took a long walk and now I'm going to read more in the DR book.
Tomorrow will be the first time since my wife dropped the bomb 8/3 that I will have a whole day to myself. No wife, no kids. I'm not sure what to expect. I know I need it though. I think i may shut my phone off, lock the door and sleep.
