"I just don't think I will ever shake the fear that I will be left alone by the man I know I was meant to be with for life.
And that is what I am learning that this is all about. I am just plain scared... that it will hurt, that I will be alone, that I will fail again, that there is something wrong with me, that family and friends will be disappointed, that the future is dark and dismal and I have already experienced all the happiness that God had intended for me."
And yet that is exactly where you are. I am all for sticking it out. I am not trying to sway you either way. I learned a long time ago that you can't push people one way or another. You have to understand that this situation is something that needed to happen. It was holding you both back. It will change your relationship.. forever. Depending on how you look at it, it can be both good or bad. Don't let it beat you. Make informed decisions.. make smart decisions. Pay attention to the world around you. You can "see" where you need to go if you just step back and face what you have.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
