The idea of it working out with OP is overwhelming and sickening and disheartening. BUT remember, these relationships generally fail for many reasons. Remain focused on you and your improvements. I'm right there with you friend!!!
Me (f): 45 W(f) 35 T: 13 y C: S4 adopted at birth 6-18-11 bomb: I want to break up 8-28-11 OW confirmed