This is what he's said all along, that he just wrote this letter in a drunken fit of being angry as we'd fallen out and that he aimed it all about her as he's been talking to her and he just thought for that moment how it would be if he had done things with her or wanted to be with her. He says he got up the next day and deleted it all and that was that.
I'm probably doing all this wrong but as I'm the one deciding if I want to work on things not H who's had the EA/PA I do feel confused which bits of DB I should follow, so in actual fact H knows I intended to contact her because I didn't want to make things worse by doing so so I asked him if he would be OK with me doing so. He said he didn't want to have anything to do with it so that I couldn't then say she'd said things because of his wording etc so he doesn't know what I wrote or that she has replied.
We are seeing a MC for the first time on Friday - I gave up waiting for him to book it and just booked one myself.
I'm not sure how I feel now - I'm still in shock that she replied - she seems to confirm some things he's said for example that he hasn't spoken to her in any way since Christmas and that he hasn't been in contact since changing his number.
