Had a couple of brief (very brief) moments today where I thought about awful things H has recently said/done and was sort of .. left breathless. Hate that it still makes me physically hurt.

Anyway, only a few brief moments. Mostly good day. Hanging out with S7 tonight, noshing on some gyoza!

H: 39, Me: 37
SD: 18, S: 7
M: 9, T: 10
"I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11
Discovered online affair - 7/11