Admittedly, my emotion can take hold of me. I don't feel like my AD meds are doing much anymore. The dr gave me a mild dosage. I may need to bump it up.. I don't like being on them, but until things are resolved, they are necessary to keep me functioning and productive.
Mr Bond. This is now the question I want to ask everyone's advice. Since some of my 180s, like open communication, and more quality time, are contradictory to letting go of the rope, but are necessary to show my changes, how should I handle that?
Also to address the control issues, my boss pointed out to me today that my current job (which is over in 3 days) required me to take control of situations and move customers concerns rapidly to solutions. I know that as hard as I have tried not to demonstrate these skills at home, the do permeate my interactions with my wife. My boss pointed out that my strong control skills will deminish as this job fades into my history. Also the incredible stress of being front line high pressure customer.sales driven has impacted my home life too... So, in a way the job closure in not a bad thing for me really, but more of a blessing in disguise.
Me 45 W 34 W.A.W. 3K. D11 S9 D6 M 12 y T 13 y Bomb drop 02/22/2011 2nd written bomb (Letter bomb) 05/31/2011 Affair (A bomb) revealed 07/03/2011
