MrBond, Im trying to hang in there. I just feel like im losing people left and right. Is it me? Have they heard enough? Its so hard for people to understand this when they havent walked in these shoes. Its so easy for them to say just move on. Its not that easy. I know what my H has done is something no one deserves. But I cant get past all the good i see/saw in this man. I truly do not believe for one second in my H's mind that he thinks he is a fool for moving on and leaving me. He justifies everything in HIS mind. UGH. so frustrating. What can he possibly have in a relationship with a woman who is 800 miles away. He has his once a month meeting with her. He has his vacays with her. Maybe its just the intimacy he wasnt getting enough of when he was home. He said in an email to her, he finds it so easy to be nice to her. Really? Nice? Is that what its all about. I wasnt nice all the time. I can admit that. Who is? But you leave because you seek niceness? I just am struggling. Thank you for your input.
