Thanks for the responses, please keep them coming.
MHL, Since she's been nice to me we have been talking a lot more. However, this is part of her game and I will do what you said. I know that in order for me to move on then I have to let her go and quit worrying about what she is doing. But, since this is basically a game, is it wrong to look at what she is doing and question it from a strategic (not emotional) standpoint? Kind of like a game where she makes a move, I analyze it and then my move accordingly? Or, should I just kind of say screw! it? I'm not sure how I could DB with the screw it attitude. I'll keep reading DR and I'm sure that will answer a lot of questions.
There is something I need to know though. I feel like her and I had something special that most people don't have. I feel like the MLC is clouding her reasoning. I feel that it is inevitable that we will get back together. It's one of those feelings that you get in the pit of your stomach, if that makes any sense? I know that God's plan would be for us to reconcile, but he won't control anyone's free will. I don't want to sound crazy and I hope you understand what I'm saying, but I almost feel that God has told me this.
My question is this....is this feeling a normal thing that most people in our situation feel? Could it be that I'm in some sort of denial? My emotions and thoughts are everywhere right now. I don't want to hold on to false hope. Just curious if this is something I should hold onto, or understand my situation and ignore it.
Does anyone else feel like they are in high school again?
