Given the nature of everything around it, do you feel like it was more than a small misstep?

What meaning can you apply to this struggle w/o invoking your Wife?

M: 32
W: 29
T: 9 Years
M: 4 Years
I hit rock bottom: 2/11
PA admitted: 4/11
WAW: 5/11
D filed: 6/11
now: Patience, wisdom, and growth - hopefully.