I am doing okay. Thank you everyone for your replies.
I think maybe because I have lived under such manipulation for so long with H that I can never really believe I did everything I could. Always second guessing myself. Had I done this it would have changed that-kind of thing.
He has made horrible choices. I cant understand the selfishness of it all. That was not the H I knew. I wonder if there will ever come a day when he will talk more about it all or not. He has opened up some but then shuts down quickly. He has said I haven't talked for 40 years why start now?! Wow, what a way to live.
I did file. HE should get papers today. Wondering what will happen now.
