Well its not even 1.00pm yet and my wife and I have spoken for over an hour on the phone already!!
It starts off with a trivial call over something silly, then there are calls from her over a period, we laugh and its all very nice.
We were talking earlier about me getting the kids so she can go to the gym, she was asking me what time I was getting there, then she said jokingly that I need structure in my life, I said that I just needed her in my life,!!!!, bad move I know!!, but she just laughed and said I'd had a chance and blew it, she was laughing as she said it, it was not said with any venom or hurt, it was a polite brush off??
So we are back playing our dance of talking loads, making each other laugh, but thats it!!
Its so frustrating, but I know this is much better than no calls, and arguing!!!
I love my wife with all my heart, I would just love to be back with her in my arms
