I am okay with her again......it is a big relief, I feel like I can be me again when I am with her. It is okay for me to like the person I knew before, I think she is changed but I think that maybe some of her core values are back.........I will know for sure as I interact with her.
This sounds like a very healthy first step here MHL.
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I still feel that I might be walking around though in a dimly lit room..........and somewhere in that room is that box with all that LOVE inside..........I am afraid I will bump the box or even trip over it.
I think this week I may need to focus a little more on the GAL activities.
I get it. I have to admit though man. I fear you may be only putting off the inevitable.
If there are things in the box that you have still not fully processed. Things you are still scared to face.
IDK man. You might want to think about facing them head on. I think the risk is. They pop out when you're not looking. And then....
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Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.
