Feeling a little down tonight. Not .. down down, just a touch of blue. Mostly around the fact that I was missing S7 tonight, and I'm not looking forward to him spending even more time away from me.

Trying not to become angry at the the fact that selfish choices made by other people will deprive me of time with my son, whom I love dearly.

H: 39, Me: 37
SD: 18, S: 7
M: 9, T: 10
"I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11
Discovered online affair - 7/11