An Apology from my MLC ex-wife

[MHL]

Thank you all,

I can not lie, I did not get much done today.

My XW occuppied my mind.....

My Daughter occuppied my mind....

My Son occuppied my mind......

My Girlfriend occuppied my mind....

I am going to stop short of saying that I got knocked off track a little yesterday.........

I think I got a little bit of what I wanted from my W in order to be her friend.......

I remember somewhere in the middle of my sitch.....my W wanted to be my friend but she was still spinning and unsure and it still caused me great pain.

I am okay with her again......it is a big relief, I feel like I can be me again when I am with her. It is okay for me to like the person I knew before, I think she is changed but I think that maybe some of her core values are back.........I will know for sure as I interact with her.

I still feel that I might be walking around though in a dimly lit room..........and somewhere in that room is that box with all that LOVE inside..........I am afraid I will bump the box or even trip over it.

I think this week I may need to focus a little more on the GAL activities.

Cheers