Of Men or of Angels

[MHL]

I want to see if we can be ok together. I am scared of the past.

What does that look like????

Or should I say, how does that get started??

I know that we are walking these miles together Grit, I am just wondering......who is going to throw out the idea??

You or Her???

I really am interested because I will tell you that in my sitch I will not be the one.....or at least that is the way I feel right now.

I am not saying that after all this time there is a right and a wrong and at some point after we have not "persued" for a long time.......Is it okay for the LBS to ask???

I will say that my DB friend that lives around the corner asked his W to try again.......they are reconciled now going on 9 months.

This feels like we can maybe try. I feel like she was waiting for me to say I didn't want to do it (get a D).

Is this part of us leading them back home?

or is this rescuing???

I am sorry to answer your post with questions Grit, I don't know your answers that is why I am asking them.

however

As I type them I am asking myself the same questions.

As much as we like the idea of a reconciled marriage there is that fear that we could interupt their journey.

Oh my friends...

I didn't see this coming.

I am glad you saw your W and not the alien, I am glad she is at peace.

You have a heart as big as the ocean Grit, please be careful. Don't venture too far from shore.

Walking the miles with you brother.

Cheers