All I can say is to hang in there. You are an incredibly resilient woman of worth and your H is a fool for passing you up. You know and understand what's important in life. Go out and find something to take your mind off of it if possible. The pain does eventually go away.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
