LilaGirl, Thanks.

I just don't want to let him go, but I know I need to.

I will get the book that you suggested. I just started reading the DB.

I wish I could disappear for awhile, but I know that is not the answer.

Thanks again.

H: 49
W: 47
D: 6
M: 6 1/2 yrs
H: Bomb #1 6-2010
H: Bomb #2 7-2011
H: Separated: 7-11-11
Reconciling 2-2012
Separated: 1-31-15 (I asked him to move out)