Wife no longer in love with me - Part 2

[Denver_2010]

So I'm thinking of the following words to send my W before disappearing into darkness for 6 weeks:

"W, the last few months have been extremely trying and crazy for both of us. I would like to apologize for some of the ways I have behaved and my reactions to your position. I have spent a lot of time reflecting on my behavior and how I acted and I am embarrassed and sorry. Knowing that I was losing you and our marriage, caused me to act irrationally and I didn't know how to handle it.

I understand that you want to divorce me and end our marriage. And I now can understand why you want this. I could and should have been a better husband, and you deserved more from me. I have let you, my family and myself down. I can see that now.

W, I do not want a divorce and I would still like to think that we could get through this and come out better and stronger on the other side. However, if this is what you truly desire, then I will not stand in your way give you what you want.
Cam"

Thoughts?

I bought a card to write this on. She has a thing for cards, it's not a loving card, just a nice design plain card. Thoughts on whether i should use a card, or just a white piece of paper??

I think that it is good cam. I made a few suggested edits above though. JMOs. I don't mind the card idea, as long as it is blank... no Hallmark 'i love you'...

Then go dark cam. It is going to be really difficult. I am struggling with it myself right now.

BITS
Denver