He blames me for the breakdown of our marriage, but it was him that had EA, not me. At times, I did over react and accepted that responsibility.

My problem is I still love him so much. But right now, for some reason is pissed with me. He did tell a friend of ours that he loves me. That was when we first separated.

Right now, I feel like I am drowning. God, I miss him!


H: 49
W: 47
D: 6
M: 6 1/2 yrs
H: Bomb #1 6-2010
H: Bomb #2 7-2011
H: Separated: 7-11-11
Reconciling 2-2012
Separated: 1-31-15 (I asked him to move out)