I've got 54 days to receive a miracle.

[tadpole1025]

Thanks Irish and 25.

THIS IS CLARITY FROM HER. IF YOU IGNORE THIS B/C OF YOUR NEEDS, THEN YOU ARE PUTTING YOUR NEEDS AHEAD OF HER. HOW WILL SHE SEE THAT?

Yes, I know. I just wonder if we'll ever be able to talk.

25, I didn't skim it for "secrets." Matter of fact, I've read it many times. I come here to vent and update and get some insight if I can. I KNOW there is no secret formula. If there was, none of us would be here.

Do not send this. Just don't. I don't want to spend the time saying why b/c if you don't know, then this is so pointless...
suffice to say your goal will be further from you if you send this, not closer.

I'm not going to. Like I said, I just wanted someone to see it since I am not sending this to her.

I suggested a ONE SENTENCE note IF ANYTHING...and this is what you want to write? All about you and your pain??

Yes you did. This was written before your suggestion.