Hi, sweet E. Just wanted to drop in and see how my crazy train friend was doing. Sounds like things are going as well as they can...cautious optimism is good, but I know what you mean about anxiety about the next bomb. I always picture my sitch as a rollercoaster....we will be going up, up, up for so long, things better than ever before; yet, I know that huge dip is just in front of me and will catch me off guard when I least expect it. And that trip down to the depths is the worst. I suppose in your sitch the crazy train is going along through some beautiful countryside right now, but you never know when the long, dark, curvy, hilly tunnel is just ahead. Yep, I know what you are going through, girlfriend!
You're doing a great job at DB'ing. I join you in your cautious optimism. People can change; it happens all the time. I am prayerful that is the case with your husband.