Treading water - time and patience

[NYCPeter]

Journaling -

They came back from lake on Friday night.
Zero emotion from my W since they've been back - spent Sat getting ready for the storm and spent the rest of the day with girls (W was working last night).

I really miss the intamacy - sleeping in a seperate room is doing me no good, it's been over 3 months now - does she not miss any imtamacy - unless of course she's getting it elsewhere, though there is no sign of that. At some stage I'll start looking for it elsewhere - I don't know when it'll happen, but I can't "do without" for the rest of my life - I'm not that old!